i think im in love with my friend.
So I have a friend... (lets call him "Michale") who i like very much, I've known him for over a year now & we are friends. We have a lot in common we both LOVE music, have very similar music taste, & both like to play guitar, we like movies that dont always have a happy ending, or zombie movies & we are both hopeless romantics. We have very similar beliefs & we have both dealt with depression.
I am a very nice person who would rather hurt myself than hurt a friend. I love unconditionally & think that i could make him happy, & he could make me happy, because just hearing his voice makes me smile.
He just got out of a 2 year relationship were he was left heart broken. He told me how he felt & was very open with me about his feelings.
Michale also told me that he doesnt really tell people his feelings/thoughts, but he said that he finds me easy to talk to & that he knows i wouldn't laugh at him.
Alot of my friends say that we would make a good couple, but I have really low self esteem & constanly feel that i am not good enough for him. Michale is an amazing guy who has a huge heart & deserves someone who won't hurt him.
Me & him like to joke around alot & love to laugh, my friends tell me that we are flirting (but me being very inexperianced was oblivious to this fact.)
for example:
Him: Hello there stranger! :)
Me: so im a stranger now, am i? lol well its nice to meet you... ahh Michale was it?
Him: yes, your uhh jessica... right?
Me: yeah.. thats me, im sorry how do i know you?
Him: I think we met in a dream.
Me: Well it must have been a good dream :P
I dont know what to do, should i try asking him out? or continue to be there for him as a friend.
Work on your friendship first
Even if you make a good couple-- and that very well may be the case-- you should work on your friendship first. He just got out of a bad relationship; he's going to need some space. He may not want that space, but if you start a relationship at this time chances are issues with his ex and heartbreak will cause it to end badly.
Instead, give him a few months, but be there for him, and take the time to grow your friendship. When the time is right, in a couple months, if you still feel strongly then pop the question.