i was going out with this guy for 4 months.i sincerly mean this...i fell in love with him.and he was defidently my first love.we broke up because i only 14 and hes 14 and he lives about 45 minutes away from me so we barley saw each ohter.we have been broken up for 3 months now.im still not over him i cry about it every night and ive never been this heartbroken.ive been in soo many relationships but never felt...this empty..it hurts.i deeply miss him,and wish there was something i could do to be with him again.we talk on the phone every night and he still tells me he loves me and since we broke up he hasnt been in a relationship.he swears to me the day he turns 16 and gets a car we will be together again.i trust him but cant gurantee it.and what am i supposeed to do be unhappy for 2 years???since we broke up ive been in 2 relationships they lasted only up to like 2 weeks cus i only thought about him.the littlest things remind me of him like a song playing our were we used to be toghether.heck i cant even stand being in my own house cus hes been there.i cant stand this heart broken filling that is not gonna go away i dont know whta to do